i'm back, and yea i still ALIVE!
Ah, finally....been donkey years since i last undated this thing it almostv look more like a history record now. And i dun blame the computer from protesting, i totally accord my self the responsibility of that neglect to write. That too i will do if i had performed similiar acts of negligience on my friends, cos recently i had developed a particularly unhealthy ritual for singularity in class seating positions. You can't blame me, the best alternative to being around people you have scarcely any bit of interest in and putting a farcical perfomance of civil decorum, is to not be around people at all. I couldn't even remember at what point of time people start to bore me. i think its kinda sad.
besides practical considerations of fulfilling top priority school work, late nights of indulgence in music and minesweeper and total unproductivity was what had kept me from reckonin my thoughts on this page. The music gaming thing had such a hypnotic effect one i start i couldn't pull myself outta it. talk about low self control. Besides that, the other reason was that i consider these few weeks of my like ter be considerably pleasurable. In fact my confidence is peaking-no draggy problems, no emotional crap, new hair, compliments....yeah dis is the life, it could only get better...if only...
So you see, according to a proven tradition that great juicy thoughts only get moving under foul emotional conditions, i haven been getting very creative lately, thus the vacuum of input fer so long on this blog...oh whatever.
There are some things of great secrecy to myself that i would like to pour out on the page like verbal diarrhea, but becuase people do read this blog i can't spell everything out in explicit and readable form. But there are some things that really do bother me
For starters, guys. Seriously, i think they're like a misnomer in my sphere of understanding of the world. I can't relate to them because they just don't think on the same frequency as i do, that is if you do not consider a small fraction of them who seem like they dun even consider the possibility of thought outside that needed for the daily functioning of life. Hey i'm no mister-sogynist, i actually adored several guys b4...it's just not easy to connect with them, i feel.
especially when i have this stupid problem of backing out....(shan't say anymore)
im trying ter pick up the guitar no-so-recently, with not much progress actually cos i still can get over the fact that i produce a flat sound most of the time. Was learning some new songs fr my cousin and my wrist totally hurts and my fingers are painful from trying to entend ever that 2 inches longer to reach the correct postures....haiz kinda demoralizing to think that the rest of us who dun haf talent in music just hafta struggle extra hard to get by...
Im running out of steam now...guess i'll see ya...hopefully soon...ha!
besides practical considerations of fulfilling top priority school work, late nights of indulgence in music and minesweeper and total unproductivity was what had kept me from reckonin my thoughts on this page. The music gaming thing had such a hypnotic effect one i start i couldn't pull myself outta it. talk about low self control. Besides that, the other reason was that i consider these few weeks of my like ter be considerably pleasurable. In fact my confidence is peaking-no draggy problems, no emotional crap, new hair, compliments....yeah dis is the life, it could only get better...if only...
So you see, according to a proven tradition that great juicy thoughts only get moving under foul emotional conditions, i haven been getting very creative lately, thus the vacuum of input fer so long on this blog...oh whatever.
There are some things of great secrecy to myself that i would like to pour out on the page like verbal diarrhea, but becuase people do read this blog i can't spell everything out in explicit and readable form. But there are some things that really do bother me
For starters, guys. Seriously, i think they're like a misnomer in my sphere of understanding of the world. I can't relate to them because they just don't think on the same frequency as i do, that is if you do not consider a small fraction of them who seem like they dun even consider the possibility of thought outside that needed for the daily functioning of life. Hey i'm no mister-sogynist, i actually adored several guys b4...it's just not easy to connect with them, i feel.
especially when i have this stupid problem of backing out....(shan't say anymore)
im trying ter pick up the guitar no-so-recently, with not much progress actually cos i still can get over the fact that i produce a flat sound most of the time. Was learning some new songs fr my cousin and my wrist totally hurts and my fingers are painful from trying to entend ever that 2 inches longer to reach the correct postures....haiz kinda demoralizing to think that the rest of us who dun haf talent in music just hafta struggle extra hard to get by...
Im running out of steam now...guess i'll see ya...hopefully soon...ha!
posted by PY @ 1:10 AM
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