the manifesto

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Good ole new year resolutions( that almost always never come true)

i realise i am writing this now into the first moments of 2005, not intendfully though. Plonging myself in front of the computer in the starting minutes of the new year isn't exactly like de most exciting thing to do....Well but this is where i found myself heading for after a rather uneventful countdown night and very wet hair dats refuses to dry fer sleeping....So since i had to be up i might as well think about the year ahead...

actually dis feels pretty good...its all nice and quite now, so on hindsight im kinda glad dat i opted fer a quiet new year transition. Otherwise i'll probably end up dirty and tired at a countdown party and den still haf ter make my way home after getting all trashed up. Sigh. it's not much of a party mood outside anyway, wif all that rain and the haunting memory of loads of water and huge waves.

wonder if i'll make it through 2005. I mean now it feels awesome and all just ter be alive, knowing that death could just take u anytime from de tsunami incident. So lesson number one (and dis just kinda struck me), Expect not of the world or life itself, Expect good things and change to come from yerself.

Whoa, can't believe i said that. Me, exemplefication of inaction and big time dreamer, now wants ter change the slack-slack-oso-can-pass attitude. Sounds like a lot of work.

okie...my next resolution is gonna haf ter be, no, rather, to stop looking like a cold hearted bitch. Hey, yw if yer reading dis u'll noe wat i mean, and betcha i'm so gonna do it dis year. its probably quite irritating to some people, but i dun really noe u see, cos i'm always inside me. i dun noe if i piss people off and den miss out on some great people just cos i din want to open my stooopid mouth to talk. whooo, guess de ice really haf ter be gone.

okie, wat else. Yesh, i'm so gonna work hard dis year, no more "C"s fer me. Let's start seeing some "B" and "A"s gurl. (and i dun mean "A" fer atrocious, sour grapes)

looks like we've got a real deal ahead. Out of my way guys, unless uhhmm, u're really cute...(ha, biarchy). Chiao.

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