discrimination is everywhere

right, today i was PA on my fren's PI company's shoot. Letmme tell you, it's not a fun yob, ya yobs! you have a problem with ma spelin. Well other than buy food and run a thousand other errands for god noes what they forgot to bring to the shoot, i couldn't think of anything else i did.

It's fuckin irritating cos, as much as i noe PAs do all these sai gang stuff, i'm pissed that i learned nuttin todya. I couldn't even stand around and see how the peeps work the equip and stuff without being sent off on another stupidly trivia errand the very next minute, like finding sparkling ribeana cos the director wanna drink. Do you even realize how far i walked. wha lao.

and well people automatically assume that guys should do all the technical stuff and carry all the equipment while i should just stand aside and clear the dumpster of someting. cos why, cos the stronger mah. shit! Do u realize i just walked like a total of 50 over miles buying all the stuf u wan me to buy and carried all of they by (largely) ma-weakling-old-self back. Wanna talk about fitness issit. I'm sick today somemore okie.

i tryda give 100% each time (I REALLIE am sick) and each time stupid guys just don't take me seriously. WHY.... *cringe*

Cos i'm a girl issit, or cos i look like a frekin 15 year old. Xiao mei! Get alive. Well your loss. y shld i be angry.